I'm (almost) free!

 Discharge is imminent, I'm back in my "street clothes" and just waiting for things to get wrapped up before going home.  I'm actually feeling optimistic and I'm looking forward to going home.  I know I'm not going to be raring to go and stuff for a couple of days, but I do feel like I'm ready to get on a good path and get some shit done.  I just need to compartmentalize and take action.  :) We'll see how that goes.

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